A New Generation

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 Thousand Mile Stare

My son is fascinated with the military. The uniforms, the weaponry and the concept; he has been since a young age. He has always said he wants to grow up and join the military even though both of us, his parents, say we do not want him to. His concepts of the military come from video games, movies and media coverage, all which in one form or another glorify the military.

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My Life.. My Mind.. Mine..

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I recently had a major meltdown. Total raging against the world my family my life and the injustices against my life as I perceived them. I have been dealing with a lot of stress in my life and I had a incident with my youngest daughter that just put things over the edge for me.

There is the usual stress of working at a badly managed company that is run at the level of a mom and pop organization instead of a professional corporation. But outside of that it just is not a good year on the family front. My grandmother is sitting in a nursing home and we are just waiting for her to die. My mom has heart issues and keeps getting phenomena. My dad apparently is developing dementia. My father in law has had one health issue after another. But it is my parents and grandmother that is beating me to hell.

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Helping Hand or Limiting Growth?

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Recently a friend of mine posted a link on facebook concerning the governor of Florida signing into law that all those who receive welfare will have to take a drug test. He is against the action feeling it is constitutionally questionably and overly costly.

I read the comments and felt the need to add my two cents. I would have to say I support it and posted the following comment:

“I am just a mean person. Drug test them, require women to be on birth control, disqualify any who has more kids once enrolled, implement mandatory job training, require proof of active job search and limit it to no more than 3 – 5 years.

I have worked since the age of 15 and my taxes are used to support these programs. Why should generations of families be allowed a free ride like this? Make it so only those who are looking for assistance in a time of need receive the benefits.

This message courtesy of living in a state heavily on welfare and a mother who works for DES and tells the stories of the blatant abuse running rampant in the system.”

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Constantly Chasing My Tail

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Chasing my Tail

So as usual it has been awhile since I have written anything. I really suck at keeping a blog since that means I have to take time to write something and I have to actually expose my inner thoughts to others. Two things I am horrible at. But it is better to spit it out than keep it in….

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Decent into Madness

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I cleaned my desk last weekend.

For those of you who have never been to my home this is an innocent enough statement. However for those of you who have seen my desk, you know that this was a large task in itself. Piles of software, computer parts, papers, cables and a host of various materials were piled high and all over my desk. It took me over two hours to go from one end of the desk to the other removing material that has collected over the last couple of years.
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